Joshua Tree

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You either love the desert or you hate the desert, a phrase I heard some time in 2019. I forgot who said it but its trivial at this point because I learned very quickly that I love the desert. The following film was produced in 2018 when we visited Joshua Tree for the first time. Well before I heard those words I knew the desert had a hold on me.

We started our day early in the morning entering the park sometime after 7:30. I took with me a Sony a6300 and a Nikon F4. When I wasn’t shooting with one I was rolling with the other and vice versa. At this moment I have only scanned about half of the 14+ rolls I shot that day. Don’t judge me for over shooting, like I said it was my/our first time there. I could have spent days in the park making photos. Sometime in the near future I plan to return for camping trip. It has been a few years since I have overnighted in a tent. I am not sure what mode of domicile I would use for camping in a desert. Id probably lean towards a vehicle that would keep us safe from all sorts of things that crawl around.

We did a fair amount of walking. No major hiking, but as evident by the film we did do quite a bit of exploring. I wanted this film to capture what I feel the desert is and can be, a very weird place. If I was to close my eyes and imagine the Sahara Desert, I would think of camels, Egypt, large expanses of sand. In comparison, when I think of Joshua Tree, I think of Indians, I think of Crows (something I see a lot of in Joshua Tree), and I would imagine some sort of spiritual quest or trip. I found Joshua Tree to be inspiring. So much so that I returned literally 1 year later, October 2019 and photographed a model there. The photos ended up being published. I will be sharing those shortly. But for now enjoy my first trip into Joshua Tree.

Travel Photography: France, Some Film, and Mistakes

It has been nearly a year since I have posted on here. In that time a lot has happened. A lot is happening. I am not going to share my most significant images of 2019 in this post. I will not be writing about the best shoots I had last year, yet. I have plans for that, but at the moment I am going to start writing here as a daily practice to decompress and reduce the stress we are all facing. I have a goal. I want to take your attention away from what we are all in fear of.

Each post, or story, that I am going to share will be visual based. I will give you insight into the images, the shoots, or the travels. I worked with some great people in the last year. I traveled to new places and made some images that I am excited to share. Initially as I began this post I started with a proverbial quote, “I don’t know where to begin.” Which, is also an oxymoron if that is the intro to your post. I hit the delete key and looked at the blank page for all of 30 seconds before I started with what you’re now reading.

France and one of the biggest mistakes of my career: The first full day of exploring Nice France I kept with me two cameras, a Holga 120 film camera and a Sony a6300 to record any video. After making some great images that would never see the light of day I went to change the roll of film. As I pulled the back of the camera open I noticed the film was lose on its spool. Even though it had been exposed and wound, it was lose. My heart sank and I was irritated. I had with me about 20 rolls of film I planned to capture our trip on. With me I had a Hasseblad 500cm, a far cry from the Pentax 67 kit that I rented. Welp I said to my wife, looks like I am not going get anything with this thing. I threw it back into the bag. Once back to the room I would swap it out for my 500cm.

I rented a Pentax 67 kit with a few awesome lens. A wide angle, a telephoto, a 50mm, a 90 mm and a 75mm. Sounds like one of the most bad ass kits you could think to travel with, right??? Aside from the weight of it, it was a beauty. I am not one to complain about the weight of a camera but this thing was going to be some serious weight to trek around Europe. I really didn’t care that this camera was going to create a back problem, the photos rendered on Portrait 400 were going to be so worth it. So I thought.

Literally 24 hrs before flying the unimaginable happened. The camera’s mirror locked. I was taking out a roll of film that I shot in Joshua Tree a few days earlier. I forgot to take it out after the shoot and as I was prepping the camera and packing my gear I went to remove it. I am not sure how the mirror locked up but it did. Nothing I could do would unjam it. I spent hours searching my camera store and a few other stores for batteries. After swapping them out with a fresh one, it was locked up for good. I was pissed. I spent well over $300 for month long rental and I now had a giant paper weight. I had just purchased a TON of film and was amped up. In my mind, knowing where I was traveling to, Nice, France and the Cinque Terre Region of Italy, I already had images framed and being developed. Those images would never comet to see the light of day, just like the photos from my Holga.

Getting back to our room I swapped out the Holga for the Hasselblad. I was excited to put this baby to work on foreign soil. There was something incredibly satisfactory about looking down the lens of such a remarkable camera in such a beautiful region. Square format, Portra 400, France, sounds like a great time with a camera, right? Wrong. After spending about an hour making photo I finished the roll. Somehow I managed to roll the film incorrectly into the back. Ive done that serval times, usually while loading in a pinch. Also, I don’t use the camera daily, soooo muscle memory..Yet again another set of images that would never see the light of day. I was on a roll. Strike 3. I was out. Needless-to-say I was pissed. I decided right then and there, standing in Old Town in Nice, France I was done with film for this trip. This was the third strike.

Fuji X-Pro 2. That was the camera I decided was going to be my back up. I left home my Canon 6d Mark ii and allllll my lenses. I had with me, as my digital savior, my favorite travel camera. It is the perfect camera for traveling. The only issue, as if you werne’t really expecting another one, right?, I only had one lens, a 35mm. No big deal, right? Well it was sort of a big deal because I was going to be in an area with dramatic landscapes. You don’t want to be standing on the Italian coast holding a 50mm lens in your hands trying to film large landscapes. Really, you don’t. So when you hear, “gear doesn’t matter,” it really does. There are the right tools for the right jobs, just like there are there are the right cameras and the right lenses for specific types of images you intend to make. I would go on to spend 7 beautiful days with my Fuji over my shoulders and in my hands. At times it would be tossed into my bag as I recorded video using my A6300.

The following images are unified not by their physical location, but through the compositional traits they share. Each image fits perfectly next to the next and previous photo. They demonstrate my ability to see, what gauges my interest, and how I can tie images together to form a visual narrative. When I travel I do not just aimlessly point my camera in a direction and hope something magical befalls my lens. I see, I search, I compose through the lens just as much as I am orienting myself in a new place. This type of work satisfies my need to travel and create. Traveling for me is validates the existence of the places in the world I do not yet know exist. Photography for me is a way of communicating my vision, saying this is where I was and what I saw when I was there.. Each photo below is a window, a doorway, a walk way, a space that holds its own composition, the view on the other side. I love architecture and when I can I like to capture images of buildings and architectural features that represent the styles and periods of history of places I am traveling through.

I did mention above that during this trip I did make the biggest mistake of my camera. I will be explaining that in more detail of a few more posts about this trip. For now, enjoy these photos. Cheers and stay happy.